Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Proshno gulo shohoj...aar uttor...!

eta aamar dhora-baandha uttor chhilo school jibon e porikkha-r por. proshno gulo toh shohoj e chhilo, uttor gulo niye joto chinta! ek shomoy dekhlam, eta jiboner prray proti ti khetrey ekke baare maap moto hoye uthtey laaglo... proshno ra shohoj e hoy, uttor gulo jaa kothin...
aami ki dekhi? aami ke bhaabi? aame ki shuni? aami dekhi maanusher koonkrey baanchaa. praantikota ek bhoyaboho bish. shei bish e neel hoye jaay mon. aami bhaabi ei praantikota-r kaaron, aami shuni onek onek jukti-tokko, praantikota-r swopokkhey o bipokkhey. aami je jukti bujhi naa, aami chaai ek hotey oi brihottoro samaj-er saathey. shei swopno jokhon daana meley naa, book-er bhitor baasa baandhey ek chena dukkho. swopno-bhongo howar boro jwaala. chokhey shei bhaanga swopnor tukro niye baancha aaro kothin. aami shuni maanusher kaanna, jaa shey kaandey shokoler saamney, kokhono baa aaraaley.... aami bhaabi kaanna ki kono chhap raakhey na maanusher mon e, aachha jodi kaanna naa raakhey tobey mrityu, taao ki ektu kothaayo chhuye jaay naa mon? jodi boli somokaami praantik, tobey bisomokaami ki praantikotaar shikaar hoy na? rijwanur ki praantikotar jwaala ter paay ni rail line e kaata porbaar aager muhurtey? aamar protibeshi ekti meye, 22 bochhurey, haashi khushi sopritobho ekti meye prem e porey gelo taar pitaa-r thekeo boyesh e boro ekti maanusher saathe. shei maanush ti aabar bibaahito! shei maanushti-r saathey taar gopon pronoy, mon-shorir dewaar khelaa te taara metey othey eke oporer saathey. shei meye ti ki praantik noy? shey ki bedona onubhob korey naa jokhon taar bondhu ra kolkoliye golpo boley nijer nijer premik der somporkey? shei ek e byatha ek kishori kanya-r o, shey je goponey mon diyechhe aar ek naari ke! ek book shirshiraani niye bhaalobaasar naari tir kaane mookh rekhey bolechhe "konney, aamar shokoli tor jonne"! shei ek praantikotaar shikaar shey. bondhu ra jokhon boley nijeder kotha, taar o gopon prem goponey roye jaay...
aar koto din? jaati-dhormo, borno, upaarjon, jouno pochhondo-er kaaroney aar koto din aamra praantikotaar shikaar korbo maanush ke ebong nijeraa hobo? aar koto din?
proshno gulo toh shohoj... aar uttor?
aapnaara jaara shomoy noshto korchhen ei blog porey, please jaanan aamake, kichhu bolun please...ebaar ontoto...

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